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Drumming of My Heart

by Jennifer Joy

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This song represents establishing no contact with someone who has covert narcissist disorder. Anyone who understands this disorder will know that they often hoover or return to the victim after they have abandoned them. The phase usually involves idealization, devaluing and ultimately discarding the person. The theme of this song represents the strength and fortitude it takes to move on in life and let go of toxic or past relationships that do not serve us. This is especially true of anyone who has endured abuse, trauma or abandonment in relationships. There is nothing stronger than the human spirit to overcome adversity.

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You won't knock me down
You won't knock me down
He called me on the phone
To drag me all along
But winter turned to fall
And he won't take my all
Dark lover, fly away
Fly back another day
But do not fly my way
But do not fly my way
It will not break down
It will not depart
The drumming, drumming
Drumming of my heart
It will not break down
It will not depart
The drumming, drumming
Drumming of my heart
It will not break down
He called me on the phone
To say he won't return
I watched the tear drops fall
But now I'm standing tall
Dark lover, fly away
Fly back another day
But do not fly my way
But do not fly my way
It will not break down
It will not depart
The drumming, drumming
Drumming of my heart
It will not break down
It will not depart
The drumming drumming
The drumming of my heart
It will not break down
The drumming of my heart
They said his eyes are just like crystals cause' he can not feel the cold
But I won't be the one to hold
They said his eyes are just like crystals cause' he can not feel the cold
But I won't be the one to hold
They said his eyes are just like crystals
They said his eyes are just like crystals
Like crystals
Like crystals
It will not break down
It will not depart
The drumming, drumming
Drumming of my heart
It will not break down
It will not depart
Drumming Drumming
Drumming of my heart
It will not break down
It will not depart
Drumming of my heart
Drumming of my heart
it will not break down
It will not depart
Drumming Drumming
Drumming of my heart
You wont break me down
You wont knock me down
You wont bring me down
You wont knock me down

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released January 17, 2019

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I write and record music that represents the strength and fortitude it takes to strive to overcome extreme adversities.. I was inspired to create Survivor 1, The New Edition after I survived severe aplastic anemia twitce and received a cancer diagnosis of which I have battling. ... more

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