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Wish

by Jennifer Joy

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This track is from the Web of Light album. It represents healing from abuse in relationships. Neglect is a form of abuse. It is essential to strive to love oneself and heal oneself of past wounds in order to heal from being involved in toxic relationships.The lyrics "I've had enough" represents ending the vicious cycle by taking responsibility for being involved in such relationships by allowing the person to be part of our lives. Now I did not clarify the thematic content of this song throughout the words but this is what I was thinking when I wrote this initial song. It also represents how we should never ignore our instincts when embarking upon new relationships. The lyrics, "I saw a fire flame but I let it burn" represent ignoring the fact that something did not feel quite right from the outset. "I've had enough of these feelings inside" does not mean ignoring one's feelings. I believe it is essential to feel and express one's feelings in order to heal. It represents becoming so sick that you realize that you have truly had enough.

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Wish to hold you
Wish to love you
I saw a fire flame
But I let it burn
Is this what love is
Is this what love is
Don't look for me to burn for you tonight
I've had enough of these feelings i have
We should be breaking up
I've had enough of these feelings inside
When will this pass me by
I've had enough of the way you make me feel
You neglect me and the pain is just to real
I see through you
Your lies are so true
You wore your mask
But now I'll take my turn
is this what love is
is this what love is
I don't know but I'm shutting out the light
I've had enough of these feelings I have
We should be breaking up
I've had enough of these feelings inside
When will this pass me by
I've had enough of the way you make me feel
You neglected me and the pain is just to real
I can see another path now
i can breathe another breathe now
Before the waters were too deep for me
But now I'm free
You neglected me
You neglected me
You neglected me
You neglected me
You neglected me
You neglected me
I've had enough of these feelings I have
We should be breaking up
I've had enough of this feelings inside
When will this pass me by
I've had enough of the way you make me feel
You neglected me and the pain is just too real

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released March 13, 2019

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I write and record music that represents the strength and fortitude it takes to strive to overcome extreme adversities.. I was inspired to create Survivor 1, The New Edition after I survived severe aplastic anemia twitce and received a cancer diagnosis of which I have battling. ... more

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